I don't know prayer

I read of something once,
it was called I don't know prayer.

And of the times I was unaware of,
I was reciting it
with my whole heart and soul.

I'd stare into nothingness,
speak of nothing,
yet feel everything.

I scream His name in my mind
along with the things I've got to say
that I didn't know I even had to.

Then I'd lie while tugging my pillow
drowned in tears,
and close my eyes into the darkness.

With a deep breath,
I say amen.