casual

I have never thought Chappell Roan's songs

Would relate to this much

Because the lingering question remains in my head —

Was it all casual?

It was only a few days of talk,

I have shown my intentions,

You showed motives,

Entertained my questions.

Why would you even

Come with me back to my city

In my drunken state

With our hands intertwined?

Why would you let me lean on you?

Why would you caress my hand and head?

Why would you let me make you a playlist?

Why would you? Really, why?

If it was all fucking platonic,

Why would you tell me with a grin

That you'll walk me home,

Right in front of the church?

In which universe,

Could this limerence,

A goddamn possible dalliance,

Hurt this bad?

Really? The way you looked at me?

The way you smiled?

Like Chappell Roan said,

"Is it casual now?"